I don't know about this new year coming up. Usually I have all of these ideas of what I want to change or fix in the new year. But the end of 2010 is coming up fast and I can't think of one 'resolution'!!
I am happy with my life as this year closes out. I have two jobs, and it seems to be the trick I needed to keep me from wanting to quit my job after a year. I have turned over a new leaf, health-wise, and it seems to be sticking. Even now, I'm being a little lax, but still aware enough that I am not just pigging out all the time.
I feel a little strange closing out a year in a good place, where I know there is room for improvement (because there always is), but not getting down on myself for anything.
I think I'm finally in a place where I can be happy with myself, and move on to improving my life with those things that aren't life necessities, but would enrich my person as a whole.
I don't think anything I just said makes any sense, but I'm calling this post a cathartic stream of consciousness to clear my head.
...what did she just say??...
It all makes sense, and I'm glad to hear that you are where you want to be. Having the ability to live in the moment and enjoy it is a blessing, to be sure! We all have room for improvement, but we all also need to accept ourselves as we are from time to time; we can't always live in the future or there would never be any pasts from which to learn!
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