Saturday, December 18, 2010

another new year

I don't know about this new year coming up. Usually I have all of these ideas of what I want to change or fix in the new year. But the end of 2010 is coming up fast and I can't think of one 'resolution'!!
I am happy with my life as this year closes out. I have two jobs, and it seems to be the trick I needed to keep me from wanting to quit my job after a year. I have turned over a new leaf, health-wise, and it seems to be sticking. Even now, I'm being a little lax, but still aware enough that I am not just pigging out all the time.
I feel a little strange closing out a year in a good place, where I know there is room for improvement (because there always is), but not getting down on myself for anything.
I think I'm finally in a place where I can be happy with myself, and move on to improving my life with those things that aren't life necessities, but would enrich my person as a whole.
I don't think anything I just said makes any sense, but I'm calling this post a cathartic stream of consciousness to clear my head.
...what did she just say??...

1 comment:

  1. It all makes sense, and I'm glad to hear that you are where you want to be. Having the ability to live in the moment and enjoy it is a blessing, to be sure! We all have room for improvement, but we all also need to accept ourselves as we are from time to time; we can't always live in the future or there would never be any pasts from which to learn!